It has been 1 year to the day since I stayed for 5 days at the Queensway Carleton Hospital. As a friend told me today, I should be celebrating this anniversary and at how far I have come. But, I do have to ask myself; am I better? I do not know. I have a better job, lots of friends...but I still have my depression. When I stayed there, it did help me to realize some things about myself and to try and treat myself better. Now though, today, a whole year later, I do honestly wonder if maybe I should return there and perhaps even have stayed there permanently when I was there originally. Between that and not feeling very merry for the Christmas season...yes I am alive. Yes I have a steady job. Yes I have people who care for me and who care about me...but I just do not know...
Good evening ladies and gentlemen!
I hope everyone who is reading this is doing well. I am still hanging in there. Recent job interview with a delivery company here in my city, so that should help support me and get me back on a more normal schedule and get money flowing into my bank account, I am pleased to say. Other than that, just trying to stay positive and taking my anti-depressant medication daily (which does help me out).
Been having a lot of writers block with ’The Chronicles of Eeriee’, much to my chagrin though I have been successfully fleshing out more businesses, industries, the Eerieeian military and of course, flora and fauna native to Eeriee. I have been recently trying to finalize the latest design for the emblem for the Eeriee Railways (which includes several subsidiaries that operate jointly with the Road of the Eerieelord) and thanks to my artist friend Lilu, who is responsible for many of the fantastic artworks you see in my gallery, I inch ever closer to getting a working emblem done...though I must confess, I am not good with finalizing decisions on certain things.
Anyway folks, All Hallow’s Eve looms ever closer, like the night looming ever longer and longer while the daylight retreats, and this is the time when Eeriee truly comes alive. I sincerely hope to have my railway emblem completed and soon. But until then, patience is required.
Asides from that dear readers, please take care of yourselves and have yourselves a very Eeriee day!